The HTML template back ,I love the night from the hotel ,the taste of wine the old man could make me sick ,heart block ,back home ,and as usual ,open the computer ,chat room .I like to sing ,although have not studied music ,can parents left my music cell ,and the perfect tone to hide my lack of musical knowledge ,here I freely singing ,always get the strange man with flowers and applause .
I know this is not only because I am good at singing, but also because of my appearance ,my skin is very white ,fine and smooth ,eyes and big God I figure as well .With the parents to the natural conditions ,and I had no video man love .
Wang is my holidays in a chat room singing about ,his singing is very good, listening to it, he is a professional .We have known, he is a music college freshman ,specializing in the tenor ,age 19 .
For him, my attitude and other users of different ,I don want to meet him, we all over the country in online chat ,I was 8 years old .While talking about, but it seems to me ,is not what ,my friends too much, because my appearance ,many men have an ulterior motive for me ,I like to say .
But to meet, I have not seen conditions, no money ,no university culture is not seen ,I love money ,but doesn upstart ,so to meet with me are all rich culture ,one-night stand is often the case .
Wang does not meet the conditions of .And Wang chat is just to kill time ,love, do not .I see more, do not .One night we online at sing a song ,he said he loved me ,I laughed ,silly child ,go home to sleep !I smiled at him ,he was very sincerely say: is true .
In fact, as I look out at night ,just do not know ,I first think of him, he is very beautiful ,also very cute ,exactly to say is the sun ,his smile like spring in the sunshine on the first ,if I were 10 years younger, I would not hesitate to promise him ,had exchanged life vows,but in the society with more than 10 years, I see the fickleness of the world ,about love heart dead .
We chatted online for the first half of the year, see ,he is full of confidence for our love ,what the hell, I don care .Later in the guests he poured the wine a rude old man I pulled and pulled,Tampa Bay Buccaneers Jersey, I was angry ,gave the old man a slap in the face ,the mood bothersome to the extreme ,the years of a man outside, grievance is often the case ,feel uncomfortable, drink some wine, in particular to find man, I know only a little fool will have the patience to listen to me ,we met ,that night ,also had physical relations .
One night for me too common ,like the food, I do not know how many men .Get up in the morning ,wash a face to go ,he said to me : I will be responsible for you I will make you happy . Oh ,little fool !I laughed ,negative what responsibility ?Marry me ?As you grow older !Later he every day give me a call ,send text messages, said his performance at school ,said he took a scholarship ,he must try and I don these ,when he said that I should be with you .
Can see that he is true ,but so what ,he not poor ,no money I can never have .He once asked me to get on the Internet ,it was like, I ?I chat ,he played the game ,playing for a while ,he seemed tired ,and came over to see me ,a wealthy old man is in pursuit of me, all the words are ambiguous language ,he saw ,what the hell, I did not sell him ,the future,didn .
I want a birthday, he asked me to sing ,it will actually took out a ring ,which is a couple platinum ring ,all these years I received a lot of the ring ,the ring is not the best ,but from its brightness and hardness ,but also is not a college student can afford .
He lives in the countryside .Don how he thrifty, and how much do the tutoring to earn .Look at the ring ,some moved ,but is only a few minutes .That night we are together again ,he did not know where to find two small goldfish ,one black ,one white ,white can see the body in the red blood ,black as ink .
He said they like us ,his skin black point ,is the black one white ,I is the white .Two fishes in the fishbowl happy swimming in the water ,shuttling between .Very happy .He said the fish is the heart of his feeling ,he was a no children ,innocent and pure ,his black, white .
I find no interest in such things ,he moved to just for a second .He always kept goldfish ,I don ,don care ,he is very care ,daily report to me the condition of goldfish .In his view the goldfish like our love .
Daily feeding ,changing the water ,he will let our love live forever .Cut !I don the time ,dead I don ,do not think there will be love between us .We don see each other often, for me, just in a bad mood will find him out ,he had no money ,so only this point .
The rich old man like I said ,we in the online hot love ,he said, take an oath devoutly to I bought a set of house ,as long as he and I together ,is my .The house is in my city .
Based ,is also my dream .I used my false love step by step close to my dream house .In a dream I saw that a large house ,150 square ,I touch each piece of furniture ,touched the wall of the room ,in my dreams I laughed loudly .
Wake up, I opened the computer ,him in it ,I greeted him ,but he coldly saying :don bother me, Wang wife I see, he is doing good !I call him ,he admitted ,he said he loved me, love me ,want me to wait for him to graduate to find a good job ,must have to buy me a big .
My God !In 3 years ,3 years I was 30 .Graduate, also do not have the money to buy .Money can buy more ?What to buy ,face to buy ?My fire, I several months of effort ,will soon get house ,my dream for many years gone ,my mind in addition to hate and hate !I will give him some bad taste ,he is in the school student association cadre ,it is the scenery .
I want him in his teacher classmate in front .Think of to do ,this is my personality ,I find his teacher, I said I was with our children ,but he did not acknowledge a debt .Teacher frowned ,looked me in the eye ,she seems to believe my words : Wang is a good boy ,promising .
I am dull left ,the office next door is the director ,I might as well go into I had 03 tone 2 Hong children ,I was over 5 times ,this time he also don ,I can run, but he would not admit it .
.. ... The dean is a middle-aged men ,presumably by my tears tears to touched ,he believed ,serious down Hong case .I am satisfied with the left, look at it !You don me ,I want you to shame !We have no contact, I don find him ,he let me dream of a house just miss the person or opportunity ,I hate him !A week later ,I found out he went under the guise of his situation, into the music building ,also did not find people ask ,see bulletin board with a large white notice ,I glanced at ,see : 03 tone 2 Li Hongyin schools during the fall in love ,irreparable results .
.. ... Give notice of criticism ,record a serious mistake .I am confused ,did not think it serious ,I do not know why,I just want to let the teacher criticized him ,the solution of hate ,do not want to do that to him .
I call him soon ,don can not be undone, he is a very promising kids ,I know I entered catastrophe ,he don ,this is our understanding of more than 1 years, the first time he didn .I am looking for someone to post notices there way back ?The answer is that there is No .
After a week ,I went to the school to find ,to find his classmates, only know that he dropped out of school .This I guess ,he is a loving face boy ,such a result for him too cruel ,but everything just because he .
Clear away ,leaving the city ,back home ,he went to university for a year ,his dream is to graduate to the Beijing School of music education ,and then stay in Beijing development ,can be .
.. ... We are not contacted ,and has in the past year, watching him leave the goldfish ,a white ,white is me, a black ,black is wang .I with great care of feeding ,don be unexpected ,goldfish has been good ,but his love but never come back again .
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